My Little World

Simple Post

2012-02-20T00:19:00.007+08:00

Oh yeah, I'm back again :) I used to very hardworking blog last time but I'm so lazy these days. Hehe.

Yesterday, I was outing with my childhood mate (old neighbour) after 10 years finally we met. I'm so happy that she took the initiative to date me as you know I'm a very passive person. We chat through FB first. The day before yesterday night I have drink a glass of teh tarik, made me can't sleep the whole night until morning only I can sleep. So I don't wanna go out actually but received a call from her while I'm sleeping.

No choice, finally I out keep pursued by her. We really chat alot, I thought it'll be a little bit embarrassing but luckily didn't happened. Everything also we talk, gossipping too the most we chat is branded bag ,stuffs etc. LOL. Some of her friends I knew too, this world was really small. She said I'm so high standard no I'm not, I am not rich women. I was suprise that why find me so suddenly but doesn't matter is more one friend now. :D Better than those who will only find me when they're sad said about their things, you know who you're.

My next target:
➜ Handbags ✘
➜ Purse ✔
➜ Iphone ✘
➜ Watch ✔
➜ Camera ✘
➜ Dresses ✘
➜ Shoes ✘

I know I'm abit greedy. Wish to have all of them but no money ah :( Everyone said that dont waste money to buy one more camera again since I already have DSLR but it was really inconvenient like too heavy forgot how to adjust. So I'm aiming to get either canon G12 or S100, quality quite good. Because of want to buy LV handbag and camera I sacrifice to buy clothes and shoes, so damn suffer. People buy but I can only see. Hate!

新年樂龍龍

2012-01-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

Time passed so quickly, it's already day 3 of CNY. At Puchong house now, reach by yesterday night. It's so bored here, no shopping today luckily I have bring my lappie with me. Hohohoho :) Doesn't receieved much red pocket, somemore so damn less money. I'm not hoping get much also, They're just too stingy. LOL. Arg, I am addicted mahjong! It's my first time, although is very hard to play but after few times feel quite fun.

I hate the pimples on my face, suddenly pop out so many during chinese new year. Never take any picture on day one, everyone is busy using their iphone samsung uploaded; wear so nice what a waste. ;p That's why I'm craving to have an iphone and camera now. I keep on counting angpao, too many need to buy in my wishlists. When can have all of them? I wanna be rich women. Hahahaha!

Met many cousins during cny, I'm okay with dad side but is embrrassing face mom side cousie; I have nothing to chat with them I guess is because too long never meet them, they have never came back grandmother house two or three years aunt always travel to other places. The whole house is so damn noisy when grandfather still alive, all busying gamble cards mahjong. I Miss it! No more after grandpa dead. Chinese feel so heavy when I was child and happy meet all of the cousins but now like feeling so weird maybe we grow up no more special mood. :(

I did my Best!

2012-01-20T05:53:00.003+08:00

I wanted to update my blog but due to my laziness and am crazying of watch drama and show. Teeheee :)
I did nothing now, everyone is busying work hard to earn money but me always sleep at midnight or morning, omg my life is just suckssssss! I shall make some changes in year 2012 :D like make myself busy or go out to explore something new?!

Wooot! I passed my unit trust exam. It something happened before the exam, I told my mum that I'm not intrest of funds at all not to forced me follow your way I gonna work as what I actually want. I'm trying to find a way to escaped not to go for exam but i know is impossible. My eldest brother do gave stress on me, he went to KL when the exam day;he teach me every key points before he goes, keep nagging me must pass daddy nagged as well! One week earlier of the exam, I started to read all those questions is about 400 questions. Even college or school exam I didn't that serious. It's really make me mad, I have to work on assignments, interview and study all in the same time.

And I got an extra certificate now! Thanks to my brother help me did everything even register and also dad's money support. I do hate him for forced me to do something that I don't like. I know myself always lacking confident, this can prove that I can do it. So please do not underestimate my capability!! hohohoho
As I mentioned in previous post I have been to OCBC bank interview, failed again. I did prepared many but I know my speaking problem and hire percentage not that high cause never completed fill in the interview question paper, it's really challege me my mind goes blank cannot think at all. Questions asked about college life, didn't happen any in my university life. How am I gonna filled up completely? I can lie them but my weakness is TOO honest! I hate myself, everyone successfully get a bank job except me. Good also, is a experience for me to know more. I'm afraid of unemployed leh... I want money! Hehehehe. And and and the bank recruited back their old staff. Oh Gosh!

2011 Gone, 2012 Now

2012-01-04T23:55:00.004+08:00

Time flies fast, is another year now. 2011 is gone, will be a brand new start.

My new year eve was no any happening. Me and my friend Evelyn have dinner together, went out to eat my favorite food tom yum. Hohohoho :) I thought will receive a call from friends after finish their dinner but at last they didn't so I counting down at home. Lame right? My girl friend were afraid of traffic jam near shopping mall so after that we went for boutique nearby our house. yeah, i got to buy my first cny clothes. Tehee =)

LOL.. Mom laughed and scolded me when I told her that before 10pm already back in home due to my phone out of credit no house phone as well can't contact where is her. Whole family went out except eldest brother and me, SIGH! She asked me why so early back in home, what to do my friend didn't want to out. After she said my friend was so old fashioned. It's real! Hahahaha.

My friend really weird, She said that out for counting very bored and just count 3... 2... 1.. and will bea year older but I love to have a jolly time scare of being alone. We should go out on that night, mom told me that doesn't have any traffic jam, just a small town here won't be jam as KL. How waste!

So sad, I unable to see the fireworks and crowds. ;(( I hope to spend my new year eve overseas in next time, can see what the different compare in here. =) Better is in those snowing country. Korea? hehehe!

最忙的12月

2011-12-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

我很少會喊忙,
這月需要準備UT考試, Assignment和面試
一直反覆看面試問題但是已經過了
現在頭痛那UT exam, 這幾天很努力讀
很怕會fail掉啊, 需要RM200多考試費
拜託讓我順利PASS, God Bless!!
聖誕之前又要趕assignment, 熬夜肯定...
過後可以快樂渡過聖誕和新年!
這整個月就是醬過 :D

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year

苹果的魔力

2011-10-27T23:36:00.011+08:00

Now people seems to be so cool, playing with their iphone, blackberry, Samsung galaxy, ipad while dinner, party yum cha time. Those smart phone and IPAD really makes people anti social, everybody knows about it. They hold it all the time. BUT STILL I'm gonna to have one. hehehehehe. :)

I plan on getting a new iPod touch but my sister said better buy an Iphone. I did goggle it, actually just a less phone, bad quality of camera and cannot online 24hours others applications are same. If I choose to buy, I’ll want a 5th generation rumors said that camera quality is improving to 5 mega pixel and add something different with 4th generation.

I’m getting in love with the quality of Instagram and lomo. But why is it only for iphone? So sad. I'm desperate to have it since everyone own one. I love the photography thingy inside iphone, it’s nice to play and can straight away edit the photo. It’s very heavy to bring my baby Nikon DSLR travel around.

Now I know already, why everyone is craving an Iproducts. Okay I know, I’m very outdated. =) I’m gonna be Apple fans soon! Hohohohoho. Just I am trying to deciding whether or not I should buy an iPod Touch or Iphone.

Happening in september month

2011-09-30T18:23:00.009+08:00

Seriously my blog has become so death already, how was it look like? Trying to update often. :D How you people doing recently? I'm doing a low key life, attend class, a little of stress occurs in assignments, outing sometimes, stay at home doing my things. hehe. Stay tune for my next update. :p

That day was friend's wedding day and also gathering of meeting long lost friends.

The girls, everyone is going to different path. It's very hard to get the chance to meeting all of them.

This is my friends in college last time, evelyn and peng su an. :) *peng su an do not forget me, we used to chat and talk nonsense everytime when we meet but now is like we talk lesser.

September 23th was her birthday, happy birthday to you and stay sweet forever. heart you babe. My shopping buddy Evelyn Lee. She is the one I always out with. Even thought our position is a little bit different but still we can chat like crazy. She did complaint me didn't message or call her frequently. I'm always being so cool waiting for dating. :p

無知Essay

2011-08-22T02:06:00.005+08:00

OMG, 這作文竟然是我以前寫的! 是第一天上電腦課要求寫任何題目, 我選擇寫關于我的一切..現在回看好好笑,好多grammar用錯句子不通順...真的差到離譜!難怪那位班導師Miss Stephanie一直不pass我不給我過關..好後悔沒打好基礎, 就這麼浪費我的青春時間和金錢.. 從Diploma Degree,用了差不多3年半的時間提升自己英文能力, 還有進步的空間, 會努力再努力! 現在我會儘量用確的寫法不去多加lah, lor, wor, leh等; 給人家覺得有standard一點點 :D:D 現在感覺好很多至少詞滙會多了, 畢竟看久了就會很快適應. 自知我的grammar還是一般水準所以還是想學會為止. 很討厭出idea寫作, 華文幾乎寫不好何況英文呢..! 回顧之前sent出的email給某位roomate, 那時都不覺得有甚麼不妥其實英文真是爛透了...丟臉 ((((: 因為一直沒pass真的是有傷心過都哭了好幾次勒, 不知道該怎麼辦...重複的retake resit都麻木了! 所以我很怕看成績那一刻, 從此之後都很沒信心...! 現在終於開竅, 以前的我多麼無知...

無業游民

2011-08-21T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hohohoho, 已經好久沒和Internet聯絡了
甚至連facebook, weibo都沒更新msn也不打開
朋友都問到說為甚麼沒看見我
原因本人真是處於懶惰狀態還有發夢
不過這陣子我也不知道怎麼過日子的
一直不想跟任何人接觸不想說話活在自己框框里
有努力找工作可是沒消息, 算了! 我也不奢望了

昨天就瀏覽一下facebook,
看見和我同年齡的人都好有成就, 我究竟在干甚麼呢?
他們都為了自己夢想和興趣努力去拼博
我想獨立不要靠著別人可是終是需要別人幫助才能完成
可能我真的是對自己沒有信心然後很挑剔
年紀也不小了, 是時候認真生活了啊!

愛情? 愛情!

2011-07-09T18:52:00.001+08:00

愛一直在我心里是個大問號
曾經我有過兩段感情
都不是互相喜歡
雖我不喜歡可是我願意去配合
可能哪天我會慢慢喜歡上

在愛情關係中我會常常表現得很強勢,
喜歡以自己的意志為中心,
而忽略了對方的感受,
有時甚至會讓對方很沒面子...
但我也有脆弱的時候
希望有一個人能在我旁邊

我討厭被綁著的感覺
所以那個人不可以時時刻刻追蹤下落
我不需要每天一通電話簡訊
我比較另類, 喜歡適當的自由

其實,
我很想知道愛一個人的感覺
到底可以有多強烈
不過我又怕受傷所以不敢放100個心
怕哪天受傷那個是我!

關於我的一面

2011-06-29T05:39:00.007+08:00

Share with you guys things that you guys might not know about me.

1) Eat is my life

I can’t stop eating for my daily meal that is why my diet always failed. Maybe I can just endure 2 or 3 days then start to eat heavily, tuck in all the food I like. Can’t be so degenerate, many people complaint I getting fatter. My stomach system is just too good, absorb every oily thing make me fatter. I think I really have to persist in diet plan, can’t let myself fat as pig. But my determination can’t endure for a long time.

2) I hate sun!!!

Sun is my biggest enemy all of the time; it will make my skin become tanned. I don’t spend money on whitening products to make my skin fair but I will always avoid and also umbrella always is with me. I can’t accept to have a tanned skin due to my short height and heavy weight. Super unsatisfied of my height, I wish to be tallest. >.< Dad always scolded me doesn’t play basketball that why can’t grow my height. I don’t think this can help much.

3) Always ask for extra

Since small until now, I always ask for extra pocket money from my parents. Sometimes, I feel quiet guilty and I don’t pay them money when I got my salary. It doesn’t mean that I’m stingy because I have to save it to buy the things that I want. I won’t require them to buy me something I would like to use my own money to buy. Honestly, the things I want are just too expensive and undue. I just control myself addicted to those luxury brands. My dad wanted to sponsor me RM500 to buy Iphone but I was thinking I’m not able to pay for the monthly fees.

4) Scare being alone

Seriously, I scare being alone. Some people might enjoy being alone they can go eat shopping singing movie alone but I can’t, simply don’t like lonely feel. So whenever where to go, must be one person accompany me. I can’t explain it why and what I afraid of. So please don’t away from me.

5) I like guy with big eyes

Guys with big eyes really attract me. I’ll keep looking his eyes. But it doesn’t mean that I will only love guys with big eyes. If know play any music instrument will be more attract me. But I do love to see pretty girls.

6) Too rely on parents

Sometimes I just too rely on them. I went to college is my mum planned for me, she help me to decided the foundation course as well so I just follow what she said. My mind was just simple that time but I think I was wrong, shouldn’t hear supposed choose what I want. It was too late now; the good thing is can trained me to become an independent girl. Beside that, I recognize many other state friends. I hate myself, always have no idea what to do no direction and don’t really know myself.

7) Talkactive

I love to talk. I can talk to everyone even stranger. It’s good to be marketing person but don’t like to expose under sun. =) As long as have topic to chat I can talk very long time. If you know me, you will notice that I like to talk most of the time. I just don’t like quiet and embarrassing environment, it will very weird. Love to share my things to everyone around me and better they can also share their things with me, not only nonsense sometimes I can be a good listener too.

你就是唯一

2011-06-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

爸比, 沒有你就沒有我,
我知道我很壞和敗家,
长這麼大還時常問你拿額外零用錢
去打工1個月多1分錢都沒分給你和妈咪請吃也沒有
可是在你們眼中我是個永遠长不大的小孩啊
我很草率的辭職那份工你每天為我擔心
念我為甚麼沒去找工然後三更半夜不睡覺玩電腦
其實我是在想自己到底喜歡些甚麼朝哪個方向走
如果隨便找遲早有一天我也會走
給點時間我會找出我要的! 放心好了
有時候真的覺得你很煩一直念和罵, 很固執不聽話頂嘴
我還希望你靜靜不出聲比較好, 我耳朵都快頂不順
不過我知道都是為我好

父親節快樂～

終於博到

2011-06-16T02:39:00.001+08:00

明年要出國去啦, 可是是越南勒
而不是我夢想的地方, 那裡很熱
肯定把我晒到很黑 *我有瘋狂怕晒黑症
所以我就是抗拒去bali, thailand這些熱帶國家
就算有多麼漂亮的景色也吸引不到我去
我怕熱不怕冷! 這就是我保持白的秘訣... xD
還有還有隨身帶雨傘不管別人眼色(很多說像aunty)

平時的我都不用美白护肤品, 看來這次得下工夫了
那麼熱了還需要塗就會有黏黏的感覺
但是還在考慮去還不去, 我媽一直拉我一起
她說不會此續困在鄉村里, 會到城市逛逛
叫我看世界, 也太好笑選去那地方
怎麼辦? 滿腦浮現怕黑這兩個字～

My month

2011-05-31T02:33:00.000+08:00

又來到5月尾了,
每當過了我生日日子就過得特別快
回想這整個月都在做些甚麼了
打工到9號然後用一星期做assignment
去KL找我的ex roomate回來休息1個禮拜
就醬子過完一個月!
也太快了吧... :)

我都用休息的時間完成我的戲和瀏覽allkpop
都沒時間睡飽飽, 實在太忙啊～哈哈!
之前錢像流水一樣快, 花了一大筆
6月頭又可以去領薪水了
想到都開心.....!
不管多或少, 就是有就滿足了
儘量降低要求 =))))))) *长大了嘛

瘋狂的購物～

2011-05-28T22:06:00.001+08:00

上星期去visit我的ex Inti roomate, 一年多沒見面
比起以前她變得好ladies我們可以一同逛
我正正逛了五天, 都在malls... 那些brands幾乎都一樣
而且她很快low battery, 我無時無刻都滿滿電池
喝了Chat Time的bubble tea, 太甜了還是最愛Snowflakes
我喝了兩次也不膩還有開了好多分行勒!
這次終於去到KLCC, 附近那裡的building都很美
也見識了全部國家的大師館, 如果出國讀就需要到那了!
最厲害是每天我都有收穫, 而且這次物品不多就用了1k多
現在要求quality好點, 少東西也沒關係
我要用的需要品已經買到7788了, yay :)
衣服也只買T shirt都很可愛的我都選特別的
買了guess的手表和錢包, 就覺得不需要買太貴
反正purse就放在包里, 如果是gucci purse也沒人懂
進了LV burberry專賣店, 其實最便宜的是RM2k++
難怪現在這麼多人用, Coach和Longchamp比較便宜就不是我的款!
遲點目標就是gucci包和iphone. =___=

懷念過去

2011-05-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

人的成長過程裡，總是要面對一些自己不想要面對的事…

22歲了… 過去，心裡總是想著快點畢業，不必上學了，沒煩惱…

此刻的我卻希望，時間倒回去好嗎?

原來，過去的生活才是真正無憂無慮的…

有朋友，有家人，有學校…！

我卻誤解了過去的生活意義……

好了…SPM和Diploma都畢業了，正在拿著Part time Degree…

中途轉學過之前的朋友和中學朋友也都散得7788了 ;)

有的已經面對社會生活了有的還在劇續讀下去……

我是真的不想……去面對!

我會問自己說結束一切該做些甚麼呢…

選擇part time course因為想累計一些經驗…

應該再劇續讀下去還是離開從小長大的地方去闖?

之前打過一個多月的工發覺其實真的很辛苦,

只是很幼稚的想只要有錢做甚麼都無所謂,

我錯了, 對一份毫無興趣的工作很難做下去,

而且讀書生涯是最快樂的,

現在終於感受到我媽對我說這番話!

寧可永遠待在之前的年裡，有着熟悉的味道～

但是，日子過了……是時候要去重新適應陌生的味道了…

未來？我真的不想跨過去！凸～

累的感覺

2011-05-01T12:58:00.001+08:00

I have been working one month,
its quiet fun actually I have learn many things and happy work with all my colleague
But is too tired for me cause have to out station every time and also stress
I do not know whether can help them to solve all those problems
so far I have done what I must do and learn to speed up so that can faster finished it
Within one month I got few days is work over 12am at night
It's really exhausted!

Work as Internal Audit is really cool
but have to handle many things not only paper work include fax, claims and credit card etc
and I'm working a supermarket's audit so can't run away of being cashier
my department have to take care of cashier everything relate to money
Because of new opening outlets I have to working today actually and got triple
but I rejected it need to rush for my assignments!
because of this matter I scolded by madam's daughter
I don't think that she scold me with a right reason
Swear won't talk to her before leave company after one week don't have to face her again! yay~

I wish to change a new environment that not to so tired between can enjoy my life!
I want money ah, everything is spoiled. ERRRRR

Bad Luck Day

2011-04-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

今早真的是有夠衰, 在我從車里開門走去公司時
我卻跌倒了, 那駕著摩多的死马來婆突然pop out
說真的我沒看到她, 回家時我爸媽都說沒看到她
為甚麼我這麼笨的先說sorry, 也是一種manner啦
她還一直瞪我勒甚麼都沒說
我一度以為是我的錯, 想回她也是有責任
搞到我整個早上都很失魂～!

看.... 腳都淤青了不止我手和肚子都是而且還脫皮
難怪有點痛ler, 那時我整個人都跪在地上, 嚇死我老豆
我已經很久沒跌那麼傷了, 醬早就發生這麼衰的事
很不吉利! 這間公司不太適合我lor才第7天上班
工錢也沒高到哪結果把自己搞到傷痕壘壘然後又累, haih

活在陌生下

2011-03-29T21:59:00.001+08:00

Yeah, 不知不覺已經第2天了
我能撐到幾時呢...? 為了錢, 怎樣都忍
最難欸的是中午那段時間, 眼睛很想睡超困的
還要面對一大堆的resit, 一直re-check back那些單, 眼都花啊

還記得第1天進去的時候完全被陌生感覺包圍
而且我不曉得會進哪個部門, 有點緊張
結果後來到internal audit department
心里一直OL的說不是吧
應該派錯部門了我不是major這科wor也不是我的專長!
自問沒有這方面的potential lor
說實在的很難啊, 算到我頭都轉另一邊, 討厭～
我manager一直強調這部門很重要都是掌空錢
不能有錯. 唉.....

最可憐的是我的department的人都很靜, 我真的會睡著啊
還好有為朋友比我早進可是在別的部門
算很好了, 吃飯我都不用一個人 =_____=
她也介紹她的collegue給我, 不寂寞了!
到現在我還記得那種陌生的感覺, 毛都起

新的開始

2011-03-24T19:27:00.000+08:00

終於下定決心要去面試多一次, 我猶豫了蠻久
結果成功啦, 要say bye bye to我的輕鬆生活, 很不捨得啊～
那interviewer很長氣應該說了一兩個鐘頭, 也從她對話中認識我沒聽過的東西
她講的話弄得我害怕到死, 說給人罵時不能哭不能做一年就轉公司等之類
而且那工錢低到...要看表現才能加薪!
現在還不確定要被派到哪個department, 很擔心勒.
有另一位新人念旅遊之前也做過空姐的要和我同一天進公司, 先去mechandising department
由於這部門可能足夠人所以either我或她會被調去別的部門, 慘lor

潛規則到底是甚麼呢? 我看(麻辣天后宮)這節目才懂
就是說有些女藝人如果要從新人變成很紅或不紅變紅, 就需要陪睡大人物導演記者等
光聽都覺得很可怕和噁心, 還怎麼做得下手....
在韓國完全就是很普遍了, aiyo 很反感!
就像早前演{花樣男子}的韓國女星張紫研,
死後兩年她的遺書竟然留下了陪睡31人的名字
沒有認之外, 他們也不會做甚麼還公道給她只是草草了事, 她真是白死...冤枉!
因為他們都是在韓國非常大的人物, 沒人敢得罪
而且她遺書還爆說做鬼也不放過他們, 哇勞那些人真是不得安寧lor
韓國很多明星勒, 幾乎全部中招嗎?
有說如果不願意乖乖聽話就沒的出道沒戲拍之類的
很恐怖啊, 原來藝人背後是這麼心酸! 經常看她們甚麼都用明牌, 好像很風光..
還是做普通人好! 生活我行我素沒人理, 也可以開開心過每一天.

輕鬆life

2011-03-15T03:57:00.003+08:00

我現在的生活完全就是處於輕鬆狀態
無憂無慮過着每一天, 實在太多時間去想無謂的事情
難道這是我要的嗎?
好多同齡的朋友都為了夢想出國工作
眼睜睜看他們那麼努力, 我也希望能像他們一樣
可是我總是沒辦法辦到, 我有太多不懂的東西了
簡單說就是無知! 哈哈 =_________=
還有他們的生活都很fun, 我的卻是bored

我念市場銷售可我不知道未來應該做甚麼
我又不想做有關這方面的, 我興趣到底在哪啊?
自己的power又很弱, 別人推一把才動一下
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我媽說要出國玩, 聽了過後完全爽!
可, 先聽着... 她每次放我飛機
不管怎樣, 她終於開竅啦 :)

最近好想買很多東西, 全部都舊了
包包,手錶,電話,衣服...應該全換新 =p
之前看一個綜藝節目大談Iphone application
搞到我也想要一台, 有了它很方便

平時我沒甚麼會追潮的手機, 而且最討厭簽配套, 很浪費錢!

你能我無能!

2011-02-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

I know travel by myself will be a very hard for me, but can you don’t use your own experiences to judge me that I can’t do it and don’t forget that you just went once. You have no right to do that. Of course I’ll do it one day prove that I can. I can’t tell you that when!

Please don’t think that you’re better than me! You’re always impulse to your plan too. One word that drive me crazy is “you’re in kl but I’m in kuantan”. So you mean that every kuantan peoples can’t go oversea to travel? Somemore, everyone know that I super love cold weather, they always asked me stay in refringerator. Yes, genting is cold but I’m very okay with it and enjoy even I complaint cold.

What you told me is like previous you. You said you have planned everything earlier and graduated soon so can work to earn, Yes! I admit I’m still a student. You can’t critic on me I have no money, no passport, no transport and everything. It’s easy to make it but doesn’t mean that my thinking is easy! Those entire things I can settle by myself even without you. Don’t think that you’re the one important to me! You thought that you very understand my background, I tell you you’re not! How much thing I have I have never told anyone.

Although is just a dream now but I’m sure I’ll able to achieve my dream*finger cross* just need time. If I want to go, my mummy will support me but I just don’t feel like using her money. I had wasted a lot of her money on my studies! I’m not think so easy just I don’t like to think that thing is complicated. There is nothing easy in this world, I understand!

I feel an antipathy against what you had told me. Everything you said just told me that you can I can’t, that’s all. Nothing is inside my mind now! And, everthing you said is just too over. !@#$%^&*(!@#$%^*

衰事連連

2011-02-07T01:24:00.012+08:00

才年初四就發生這麼衰的事情, 我們家突然和親戚吵起來是很嚴重那種... 差點就打起來, 心情真的有點難過....很down lor! 而且我從來沒看過我爸這麼兇聲音加上動作, 哇勞吓到我心一直在抖, 那情形真的是可怕還有搞到我媽眼淚狂飆我也是! 大件事的勒... 其實關係已經很不好了現在更不用說可能會到翻臉情形收場.... 慘lor, 每次新年再也沒有得團聚.. 每次甚麼大日子朋友都說要和親戚spend time together.. 很羨慕那些人可以和親戚關係好到不得了... TT............* 我們家人卻被人遺棄! 唉～我們到底得罪你們哪裡看我們不順眼. 我們這家人已經儘量少來往, 為甚麼偏偏鬧到雞血不淋... 上天安排我們成為親戚卻不珍惜反而鬧到這樣的地步, 說給人家聽都笑死人... 年都還沒過完, 運都跑完了啊! 我真的有點失望lor ..............................!! 不懂怎樣去面對, 唯有"見步行步"～!

新年快樂

2011-02-02T14:42:00.006+08:00

This Chinese New Year will be a very boring new year for me. Everyone is busy to meet their friends, but I always stay at home every year except new year day one going to my grandpa house. All of my cousins *my mother side* are going to Singapore, only left our family here. This really make me feel bad, cny should be gather together but they are plan to going somewhere without calling us. So damn sad that can't meet them, we like few years never chat play together. But when meet them I don't know what to talk. I very missed when I'm young that time, go grandpo house play with my cousins. But my parents seems like don't care. They said travel very waste money, aiyo live with them my life really meaningless ah!

I don't want to stay in Kuantan next year, they always plan to somewhere else. Nothing to play in here. I'm not child anymore so don't really care about angpau. Last time, I'll always count it how much I got. >< aii, I wish to go singapore too! Heard that many things play over there, much different with last time. Especially go with one gang most syok, if alone not able to go there.

The most happy thing is my Inti roomate message me yesterday, we doesn't chat and never see each other few years ago after I left. Actually I got many friends just we're really less contact. Lol. yeah, my another roomate coming back. Really miss them, going to meet them on May. I always do not appreciate what I'm having now. my expectations too high....?

Happy Chinese New Year 2011

Tweet tweet

2011-01-26T06:14:00.000+08:00

Say hello to my tweetttt =D

http://twitter.com/Susankok

Anyone tweet?

follow me if you have play
If no account go and register :)

I opened in last year

found out quiet boring

because don't have much friends
Guys, do add me up!

一起韓流吧!

2011-01-14T03:30:00.003+08:00

最近很少update Facebook，因為我都在忙着看韓劇和韓國節目

很多啊，我都看傻了～不管是節目或戲我幾乎把它全部看完，而且都是新的勒...

真的是會上癮的lor，這次的戲蠻好看節目也很好笑 @.@

慘lor，再劇續這樣下去我的assignment怎麼辦啊 =_____= 幾時才可以開始............

我不想最後一分鐘勒 >.<""" 只是說說結果還是一樣～

可是現在還不太明白要那題目要甚麼，那lecturer解釋到不清不楚 =.= 唉～

上課又悶他講他的，我就發夢搞到我心不在焉TT............*
我很想catch他可是failed，因為真的很難明白 >____<

想做都難!! 我有google下又不懂對不對喔....

等明白了又覺得為甚麼這麼遲才開始～! 矛盾的lor =p

Troublesome, you're not belong to me!

2011-01-13T02:18:00.009+08:00

人长大了烦恼也越来越多
也不知道在烦些什么也隨著年齡的增加越大烦恼越多

无可否认真的长大了畢竟2字頭了

不可以在没目标的生活着整天无所事事

突然冒出好多烦恼原本,烦恼就是不属于我!!!
爱情　友情　亲情　学业
都是我烦恼的原因

*爱情　
就之前拒絕他的喜歡，而且是我最愛的韓國人，可是他並不是像韓劇里的那麼帥，也不是這原因啦，左言之就不來電，很抱歉傷害了他，不喜歡就別給機會，不然傷更深.......應該是我第一次拒絕，以前的我相信就算不喜歡也可以培養，但現在不能再這樣了 >.<""" 希望能諒解我!!! 另一方面又擔心沒另一半, 那天我朋友也突然的說～ =p

*友情　

這問題是我近幾年才發現，我以前不太會在意，不知道從幾時開始越來越孤單TT............* 不過現在我會特別的珍惜，只想说:友谊永固!!! 我愛死你們～muacks♥ ♥ ♥我會努力改掉我的臭脾氣，請多多體諒我哦!

*亲情
最近沒這個問題，只是偶爾頂下嘴和討錢lor，我很窮啊錢一直在出! 我老豆很煩的lor還有吵死人，載我去上課就在車念，說: 每天要別人服侍我，哪裡醬多時間，學會自己駕去....我也想啊買輛auto車給我就不用麻煩你們，去哪裡都方便! XD

*学业

之前幾個post已經說了，最後選擇留可是又有點後恢了，那些assignments難到要死啊不止還需要寫work log, 兩份work based project ，雞蛋糕幾千個字勒全部加上來就不止千，麻煩的lor >____< 還有現在拿着的subject超難，全新的科目之前diploma都沒學過的....... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

烦恼 please goes away!!!

Bye 彭淑安!

2011-01-05T16:45:00.002+08:00

以前的我超瀟灑的去kl唸書,也忽略了我朋友們所以不見好多朋友! 很遺憾啊～現在我很珍惜我每一位朋友.... 原本我是打算和她一同去inti的可是最後決定還是選擇留! 雖然不是認識很久也和她一起渡過兩年八個月讀書生涯,一起廢玩做assignment上课... 現在大家選擇不同的pathways, 真的很捨不得! 肯定會有這樣的事情發生, 不可能永遠黏在一起, 各自忙自己的東西.... 唉, 全部東西都會不一樣了, 話題自然會少.. 討厭!

Bye Peng Su An! ♥ ♥ ♥ 不管怎樣, 讀書加油～

我會想死你, 尤其是你那把聲音!

已成定局

2010-12-28T23:10:00.001+08:00

時間好快啊, 聖誕就醬過了.... 雖然沒去旅行可是就和一幫朋友喝茶聊天, 沒甚麼特別! 明年一定要特別點..... 再過幾天2011就要到來了～

前幾天, 我一直猶豫不決.... 在想要不要回Inti继续degree course還是留在關丹讀完就算, 我也上網搜尋了一些資料和問朋友, 我也告訴爸媽學費還有生活費他們說跟我哥比起來怎麼貴了這麼多而且又擔心我是否能順利讀完畢業怕我帶著玩的心態說实在我不是很有把握我老豆是允許我去可是他卻說了一句話我立刻毛起來如果錢去了卻得不到結果與其不用浪費那筆錢雖然我會後悔...........! (((((((=

我的確想了很多, 問題多得是, 尤其錢方面學業, 那些壓力是我前兩年承受過的, 很辛苦... 我媽也勸我想清楚! @.@ 現在不是一個人去而是和朋友.... 甚麼都一樣, course hometown room 通通same, 也不用擔心我不會搭車問題, 有熟朋友真的方便很多.. 我朋友一直勸我出去讀比較好, 學東西多雖然是辛苦壓力, 文憑還蠻吃香!! 無論哪裡都難, 沒有甚麼是容易得到手........ =)

現在雖然已經決定我要走哪條路, 可是我的心還是一直反覆的想我有沒有選錯.. 我很討厭做選擇!!!!!!!!

煩死了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

挫折感

2010-12-19T16:34:00.002+08:00

昨天打工時不小心出差錯, 而且我還否認我的錯..........!! 可是卻有證據證明是我錯了, 頓時我的臉不懂往哪裡擺, 好丟臉啊～搞到整天我都心不在焉 @.@ 原本想好好表現卻搞雜了, 傷心的勒 =_____= 應該待不久在那, 這麼容易的事都會錯..... 話說我才第二天上班!! 錢真的是很難賺啊 XD

現在我真的不懂自己要的是甚麼! 有的人說當然讀完書再找工也不遲, 因為還有漫長的路做到死為止... 自己知道自己事, 我並不是讀書料就是半桶水再怎麼努力還是一樣頭腦轉得慢死腦經～! 只有diploma水準的我超難找工, 尤其在關丹這種小地方..... 我很害怕選擇錯的路, 怎麼辦? 一方面我想趕快賺到錢實現我的夢想, 可是另方面想我的資歷也太低了吧!!!!

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怎麼辦? 我想到快發瘋了啊.........................!

逃過一劫

2010-12-11T22:45:00.007+08:00

前幾天去問工, 終於昨天那老闆娘撥電話給我.. @.@ 找了這麼多只有這份有回應! 今天自己駕車去interview, 跟她談了... 說真的工錢真的很低, 不過沒辦法好過一分錢都沒有!! 因為也沒甚麼經驗, 為了錢和我的目標怎樣我也會忍耐～明天開工, 不用發霉了 XD 我媽說第一次聽有人嫌得空過頭很想去工作, 我一直吵她所以吵起來 =P 忙比較好, 太閑不知道要做甚麼好......! 我又擔心做不好, 雖然容易過讀書畢竟是第一次嘛

完了interview我又手養養的想買衣服, 途中去那間店時我差點出車禍 =___= 嚇到我的心一直抖個不停...明明看到沒車突然pop out一輛車, 我還die engine在路中間.....還好那uncle夠skill立刻停下, 不然現在我看我不懂變成怎樣!!! 以後應該要買auto車不然遲早會撞...因為我怕死活所以很不習慣的停車也不看車, 很危險lor....我不敢跟妈說, 她肯定聽了之後不讓我再次駕! 而且還花了整百塊買衣, 還沒賺到錢就先花! 已經很沒mood了的可是我還是可以買..........!! 利害lor我 =.=

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可是我有陰影ah, 超怕!! 要是在继续一样方法肯定會中遭～　((((=

A doubt

2010-12-08T16:48:00.000+08:00

I have lost many friends, I don't know why. once we never meet everyday then our relationship will become worst and feel embrassing. even thought we're best friend last time used to chit chat everything but now like strangers, don't care about each other. I'm very treasure the friendship between me and my friends, but why they don't care. This make me very sad, I need to cry abreact my sadness because none of them want to listen my thinking. They don't even care about me, what am I in all of you's heart actually?

Isn't my problem? I admit sometimes i'm very short tempered and jealousness too strong. I always think for them but at last suffer myself. I wish to enjoy my life with full hapiness. So please do care me too! Not only friendship problem and also with cousins relationship, we're not really close. They go anywhere and got any event, my family have never join one time. I hope we could share everything.

顿时的EMO

2010-11-30T22:48:00.006+08:00

These few days I'm very moody, cried for two days my eyes feel pained now and can't sleep well. It's really my first time feel so down, normally is just awhile my mood will be better but this time abit serious. maybe in other people eyes is just a small matter but for me is stress. I want learn how to relax my life, happy everyday. sad make me feel exhausted!

Today I went to search some cosmetic job but too bad none want to hire people that means I have no job to do. They're very realism, everyone said got empty place only contact me, I need it now lah! I'm really sad because I need money so much and too free at home doing nothing sometimes will feel so damn bored. aiyo, chrismas time got double. ARG～ another reason is my dad keep asking me go to find some job to do, it make me feel so stress and can't breath.

I thought got hope actually but that women told me that they want part time but it goes like this wor when she off day or take leave or training only go replace her. WHAT THE... $%(&*%/@ no point right? I wish to work everyday lah, if not ask me keep continue stay at home fatt mou and no income. Many job vacancy is selling clothes and shoes but I wish to do something differrent at first but now I think have to back to same line again. aii～but better than doing nothing.

I'm useless, all of my friends were working now only left me. Pray for me, faster get a job!

안녕히 겨세요

2010-11-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

My korean friend is going back to korea on november 30th. Even thought we're just knew each other only one month and using english communication, I think we're quiet conversable. Everything we'll chat of course my topic won't afield from korea. haha. She told me that she doesn't want to go back, then I said we should exchange. Now is winter time, is good time to ski. I'm sure will fly to there one day.

Luckily she want to learn chinese and I hope to learn korean long time ago so that we can exchange. But I found that chinese is very hard especially grammar same as english too, I hate! I met her the last time is on last few days, she told me that she is really like me because of my friendly. Wow, so damn touching even thought my long time friends never say that to me.

Good Bye, Jenny!

無有無慮的生活

2010-11-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

哇, 這輛車也太可愛了吧加上是粉紅色更可愛了! 我好想要哦, 可是價錢應該像mini cooper一樣貴..我老豆一口就說沒錢買給我..>,< 我家的車都很大,這車剛剛好啊我敢駕而且超容易parking..一個壞處就是載不到朋友...

前幾天看到有一位朋友突然結婚去了,我心里就想幾時才輪到我呢? 我不要做老姑婆勒..可是我白馬王子幾時才出現..我又沒很高要求,只要養得起我和有足夠的錢偶爾讓我買名牌就可以了..

等那interview快要等到我發霉了啦,又說11月要人結果到現在都不快點去做,急死我了! 從9月到11月我已經搖腳3個月了啊,又沒收入又沒的出去玩,完全就是悶嘛! 不管啦, 先找其他工做着雖然工錢不會很高可是至少有錢...

沒有壓力真是過得很無聊啊!!!

畢業季節

2010-11-16T01:14:00.004+08:00

近這幾天好像是畢業季節吧, 看着一個個都畢業了, 我也畢業了啊可是只是diploma而已, 算得了甚麼人家是畢業於bachelor degree勒...我羨慕到極點, 唉...! 他們也是辛苦得來, 每次需要test,assignment,exam etc我們看他們怎麼這麼容易畢業但他們的努力是我們看不到的..而且最讓我佩服就是有些還想继续, 他們真的那麼愛書嗎..? 而且真的是不容易讀啊!

以前曾去kl讀business foundation, 可是就因為自己不爭氣所以被逼回來..怪我自己不夠努力, 不夠聰明! 當我看到以前一起念同科的朋友們大部分都已經畢業了, 然後自己在想如果我順利讀下去現在應該可以和他們一起畢業..我還需要一年半或兩年的時間完成degree, 這麼久勒～

看他們的畢業照時真是羨慕啊, 我也要一起加油! 無論如何我會把那張紙拿到手!

Got sick

2010-11-14T01:26:00.000+08:00

這兩天頭都快痛死了, 而且晚上睡覺時頭還會感覺很痛和有點輕微發燒, 整個晚上都睡不好.. 可能是前天淋到雨所以才會導致病了...很久一段時間沒病過, 很討厭啊! 而且我還破紀錄從晚上到明天都沒進食過, 第一次看到食物想反胃沒有想吃的那種感覺..現在我全身都無力和很累..! 還有小紅這時候來, 真的是累上加累..

慘啦, 明天又要上韓文課..我都沒有時間复習! >.< 我需要努力點了, 不然學了等於沒學到甚麼似的..

1111 Pepero day

2010-11-12T02:41:00.002+08:00

11.11韓國Pepero日, 可是這裡的人都不慶祝, 在韓國他們會送糖果給愛人,朋友和家人.. 去了Starbucks學習韓文, 真的是比我想像的難很多, 我超想放棄三分鐘熱度又來了, 可是不能寵壞自己懶惰的習慣, 我要堅持下去直到學到為止... 加油, 郭素杉! 上了三堂課還是迷迷糊糊的只會寫一兩個字, 慘～看到那些圈圈字幾乎全部都一樣, 音又難記死啊! 左言之, 語言很難學真的需要耐心.. 已經有三個月沒碰書了, 我要開始逼自己溫習.. 我點了自己最愛的vanilla cream, 很好喝啊那奶味香的勒, 還特別要求不要奶油! @.@

這個月生活過得很充實, 完了化妝課程, 現在正學習語言.. 至少是沒白費掉, 覺得時間不會多於... 我記得我說過要把時間借給妈咪, 哈哈 =..= 她時間不夠用.. 我也在等著第二次面式..

然後又要教華語, 還要用英文教就是我們共同的語言...有時候有些字很難翻譯可是還好她明我也明.. 之前她在台灣有學過基礎所以還蠻容易上手, 相比起來我是完全不會看寫有點吃力, 我只會隨便亂說幾句.. 看她這麼勤力就懂, 認識很多字雖然音調不是太準... 一口氣教了七個chapter, 給很多工課醬應該會比較容易記得字.. 韓語超麻煩的有分辯對大過自己的人和朋友時用不同的詞, 啊～

我是有點後悔 >,< 只要提醒自己會多一門語言總是會小贏別人一點, 雖然我家兩個老的覺得韓文學來一丁點都沒用處可是以後如果去韓國就派上用場啦.. 我們要抓緊時間學習因為她十二月回韓國了好像不再回來, 好不舍得哦!

POOL

2010-11-09T18:04:00.001+08:00

第一次去Hyatt打pool. 之前我還以為是snooker後來才知道是pool, 原來是不同!

姿勢看起來很會打可是卻很烂, 哈哈

裡面環境超好的, 沒有煙的味道只是冷氣不太夠. 整間房都屬於我們的, 沒人和我們爭

那天應該拍上癮了, 從室內到室外. 那裡周圍都很美, 真是度假的好地方.

Recently life

2010-10-25T18:58:00.001+08:00

已经有两个月没去学校了简直得空到不知道做些什么
我已经send resume给公司也interview过了现在在等待通知
再不去我老爸快吵死了啦可是开始工作之前应该去旅行
但我却急着找工我好像都没怎么享受到生活
最近花钱很厉害钱都一直在出没进过爸妈都没给零用钱
为了让自己更忙些我报读了english course,make up course
充实下我生活我特别喜欢忙的时候不必每天无所事事

还有我又新认识一位韩国妹她人好好又富裕说得一口流利英文
我们用英文交谈偶尔秀出几句韩文终于有机会show下
她很suprise我能说我要去韩国的梦想离我并不遥远了
她说如果去韩国可以住她家可是我害怕一个人去
因为不认识韩字她12月回国是冬天叻我爱死
虽然每个人说会很冷是无法想象的冷没关系我能顶
我想飞了!

OB nite 108

2010-10-15T00:16:00.001+08:00

our college prom night. This time i have no any performance is quiet bored actually. i'm little disppointed with the performance planning, nothing much thing to see compared the last two years. i don't think will going in next year because i already left the college.

i should go earlier on that day it's because i'm late so not much photo plus my stupid camera suddenly have some setting problem so i have no mood to take photo. we all keep on chit chating because really never see them in long time. After the dinner we're still at there, talked non-stop. they're planned to go clubbing after that, i don't wish to go actually it's because too noisy and lots of smokey smell. But at last i followed, is my first time went to clubbing drink beer somemore and dance. sweat like hell but is a good thing because i don't excercise.

our korean friend went to dinner too, my friend and i thought that he won't going cause he is really busy. the most funny thing i have to said is at last opposite table were gone back so we took their ticket, we think that have chance to win the lucky draw but we really won one hamper and one english course sponsor by our college. we straight away open the hamper and eat everything at there. It was so fun, our korean friend crazy with us too really can't imagine.

we have two free room stay at hotel, it was my frist time stayed at hotel in my hometown. But is fun when with friends and my mom said so weird don't want stay at house but hotel. after finished clubbing back to hotel, suddenly feel so hungry then eat mee goreng at 4am. slept at 5am then woke up at 8am because hotel got free breakfast. wow, although the foods are not expensive but it's very nice. i take a lot of things since is free, how greedy am i! haha.

狂野之夜

2010-10-05T05:26:00.004+08:00

i went to hair show interview on last saturday, totally don't know about everything. my hair is quiet short so thought that can't accept but after that is acceptable. the china hair stylish had selected me as his model, should happy or feel unluck? i have to sacrifice my hair, become shorter and shorter now. i miss my long hair! i don't think will touch my hair again start from now. my hair became so boyish, but attitude is similar already so my hair can't be so boyish.

my cutie friends sher li and alice. she is really brave, never dye hair before and the china stylish helped her to dye green and pink then after that have to cut short hair on stage. the first time she cut short is very nice but after that keep cutting i was like isn't worse than mine? but luckily she is still accept, she doesn't has any complaint. i think i need to learn from her temper, she is so calm but once i get angry i'll scold everyone.

mikki and me. pity of her because she has exam on the next day. i wonder that why she keep on reading paper from morning to night. i appreciate her spirit if me i'll keep on playing because really can't focus. somemore the models walking here and there and then talking. good luck to her!

sher li and carmen. this girl is quiet pretty even without make up and she is so young. she is very quiet and can feel that she is very boring luckily i got two of my friends going with me is not i think i won't attend. she went to interview with her friends too but only she has been selected.

one of them is malay girl. we dyed our hair at afternoon but her hair colour can't up so cut is become short. because the two hair stylish are from china so when explain really have some trouble. he said i don't know how to explain to her, very funny actually.

i am not very familiar with her. she looks like one of the artists in taiwan but forgot the name. she is very pretty too, i guess she is part time model. it seem hard to mix with her. i talk lesser with her even though i love to talk, i think talked the most is me. I just don't want to get boring so keep talked nonsense.

she is very tall, pretty and really got model potential. she is 16 years age this year, so young right? same old with my cousin sister but my cousin sister look like primary student. she is very mature with the curl but is nice. got another girl also very tall, taller than her. now is a part time model i guess.

three of us. after set this hair i was like OMG, look like 40 years old aunty and boom hair. who will go and do this hairstyle. i straight away use coom to make my hair become nicer, it was my most uglier time how can i face so many peoples. the staff scold me why coom it you're very unproffesional noone will ask me become model in next time, i answered her nevermind i don't care she just quiet and face look like. when look at the mirror i really very angry, my fire increase until 200%. i keep on complaint and scold the stylish but poor him he is not the one who make my hair became aunty. i can't calm down on that time, keep scold him what hair show actually how can make my hair so ugly! Oh gosh. we have rewad they paid us RM50 and i said pay me 500 thousand i also won't let you make my hair! I feel sorry to him after the show, he is a nice guy talked alot with me and he learn a unproper chinese words from me. i wonder now many people focus on my words, did i said wrong? when he cutting my hair at afternoon he still asked me can i be his model next time, before still okay for me but i think now is impossible. he still complaint me be a girl can't so rude have to become lady a little bit, i told him can't change i am like that is my specialty.

all of them and one of the stylish. although he is from china but his chinese and cantonese slance is very inaccurate. he said what noone response him like we all don't know both language, is just we don't know want to said what. His attitude and temper is quiet weird maybe stylish also same but another is very funny and cute. end of show it something happened i don't think he got chance to come here again. clap. haha! even though i very unsatisfied with the hair style but the make up is nice. Is a very great experience! my parents said don't go those show anymore, they will take us to first try. is true, i very regret of not heard her advise. my friend told me that don't worry, if is face is pretty even hair how ugly also will look pretty. i want korean hair style not cool style. please, my hair must growing faster.

又中毒了

2010-10-01T21:02:00.006+08:00

after watched astro broadcast's show power, the guests are korean group U-Kiss. I'm not really know about this group before and in fact feel strange of seven of them. but after finish watched the show i found out they are really funny in the way of speaking. one of the member know how to speak cantonese,so cool right?this make me feel more close to them. everything he said sure with a point not even that his english speak very well too. another two members can speak fluent english as well and their song is not bad.

i'm totally addicted to this group. I thought in addition to Dong Bang Shin Ki i'll no longer like other groups. recently i keep on find those variety show relate of them, it was super funny and drive me crazy. i miss the chance of meet them, they came malaysia in june but is new for me in that time although they had debuted for two years.

✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖

i got it my result today, after know the result i was like OMG. i don't think i'm able to got the result, is really suprised me. I'm graduate of diploma already. pursue myself my dream to korea is not too far. XD

Mid-Autumn festival

2010-09-23T19:28:00.000+08:00

还以为连中秋节在家渡过可是突然和朋友去了海边

以往那边很多人可是近几年越来越少人了

以前车多到不行想要进到附近都难昨天超顺利

这些人也太有心机了吧,我看如果是我弄一半就放弃

在那里看到很多灯笼烟话孔明灯终算有那种气氛

我们也买了孔明灯也写了我的愿望慢慢看它飞得远远的很满足

看着别人点时觉得无聊当自己放是特别有感触

要尝试才会感受到什么滋味,也是我生平第一次

昨晚没拍很多照因为素质很差有那么pro的相机也没差
我有看到好多创意的点法虽然没有玩只是晃晃也好

想飞

2010-09-17T20:59:00.005+08:00

在5岁时曾经搭过飞机去新加坡, 那时候年纪太小都不太记得了
我不知道飞翔的感觉是什么, 好想再次尝试
我应该会兴奋和害怕, 可是这么高而且我有畏高症啊～
现在全部人都有机会飞到台湾香港韩国等地方,因为air asia的机票超便宜
特别想去韩过然后要是在冬天, 我要看雪虽然很肮脏不过应该会很美
我也很喜欢冷到不行的天气, 朋友都叫我住冰箱, 哈哈～
如果能和朋友去就棒极了, 吃玩疯狂拍照肯定爽到顶点
我看到我身边的朋友几乎都飞了, 搞到我也好想
飞, 不是出外念书而是去旅行, 几时愿望才可以实现呢..? 期待着...
假期这么久了可是却只能呆在家渡过, 每天看戏过一天

紧贴PPS

2010-09-15T23:17:00.003+08:00

自从有了pps就没有再下载戏直接在线上看超快的
我头脑突然间想起一部韩剧"美丽的日子"
已经好久好久的戏了是我在12岁的时候看过
以前什么事都忘光光可是我就只记得这部戏
有些画面还飘浮在我脑海里,结局我没看
所以这几天我一直在线追看,搞到我都不够睡

好喜欢男女主角,说每句话都打入我心里
男主角好酷特别喜欢他的眼神然后又是成熟型的
看着他们的表情然后再加上背景音乐更让我心碎
那音乐真的很悲伤弄到我的心都在痛
很感人啊,我一直在哭,眼泪自然的滴
我是这么容易的被感动,光听我说没用需要自己看了才感受得到

推这部戏, 简直就是经典! 赞～ ❤

冲动的结果

2010-09-10T01:16:00.001+08:00

冲动出来的结果永远都是不完美
今天下五就下了决定原本是要等到星期六才去剪
什么心理准备都还做好又想应该去哪里剪最适合
我真的后悔了! 应该是那发型师不太会剪短发吧
也许是我烫过直所以很塌很丑啊又平
为什么别人的短发那么好看我的却不理想
本来是不想公开照片可是得有才可解释有多丑

享受那时刻与她们

2010-09-05T23:39:00.006+08:00

最爱唱K了以前比赛会抗拒不喜欢现在慢慢爱上

那天倒霉透了车突然出现故障天气又热等了几小时

原本订房在2点却3点多才到达亏大本咯～

Subang开了一间mini pavilion (EMPIRE) 蛮久了现在我才懂好山巴哦我

去那里解决晚餐吃了粥也认识了另一为新朋友但是她是banana又蛮热

简直零沟通她很cool, hot英文说得流利我不好意思打叉

是有点尴尬我只好静静听

到了晚上去subang parade隔壁的chill out以为是pub但应该是lounge bar

我点了fruit punch 价钱吓死人太贵! 那martin curtin超苦小杯又贵

那kilkenny苦到不是人喝啊我聪明没点哈哈 T T

原来我pose这么多的喔可是都很丑

最让我不舒服就是我的衣的钮扣一直打开

整晚都在注意还有那假睫毛弄到眼睛很不爽

没过几分钟就拿掉那些胶水超难洗掉

有些人怎样每天都带又麻烦又痛素颜最好了 =.=

认识了两为新朋友谢谢我的朋友每次都带我见不同的人

让我的世界越变越宽她认识超多人的全部富有聪明美的

他们大部分都用英文交谈哎～

这次旅程是有史以来最省钱的一次没收获我要买包包衣服啊～

最忙--merdeka

2010-09-01T02:26:00.004+08:00

一早起来就给爸弄破坏我的好心情,

原本打算不出去玩

可是我朋友已经在门外等了

也打了好多通电话, 不好意思拒绝

呆在家我又能做什么呢?

他说做工都没酱准时去玩就龙马精神

最让我生气到顶点就是, 他叫妈咪别给我领用钱了

试问我几时有常常向你们讨钱了?

好心痛, 好想大哭～

他一直追问我几时才舍得去找工作

不是不肯去做而是我还没想到下一步要怎样

需要些时间, 而且也才刚开始假期

其实我想要当主播因为太爱讲话了

=..=

撇掉不开心的事,

今天连续在Kbox唱了两小时半的歌

声音都沙了, 只有4个人超级爽没人抢mic

虽然听到有人赞我的歌喉, 开心不起来

一整天我还是心事重重

我应该勇于去挑战歌唱比赛～ >.<

晚上吃火锅去, 20块又白白飞掉了

中间大家有说有笑, 也值得啦好过闷在家

我很能吃, 吓傻旁边人不过都是菇类

出了一整天, 11点多才回到家

我大哥等到我回来才去睡觉, 差点就打给我

还比我爸妈担心, 妈也跟着念起来一整天玩什么

T T

迷失方向

2010-08-29T01:22:00.001+08:00

等了两年半终于完成了

考完试应该觉得是轻松

可是我却突然很空虚

以前的我会期望快点读完

但是我现在很不舍得叻

很矛盾不知道下一步该怎么办

想出去外地读书又太挑战了

在害怕什么? 我不懂!

其实想要好好规划下我的假期

不想在家量地很无聊

我要去旅行和玩回一番

然后再重新过充实的新生活

朋友门, 快找我去玩吧!

现在我有太多的时间了

虽然我很宅不喜欢太阳
闷在家里已经让我很腻

他.与.她

2010-08-14T22:08:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my brother's wedding day, from morning busy until night I have no time to blog. In the morning, we had ordered buffet and invite some friends and relatives to my house. Chinese custom must have drink tea session for our ancestor and those elder. Let pictures instead of words.

6.30 we reached the restaurant. The most early time I went, never go so early before.

Brother and his wife. standing out there to welcome the guests.

The menu of the night.

Shark fin, oh yeah my love.

cousin sister, she is the most early been there. Before the guests come, I was rushing take photo then after that scolded by parents. They said don't keep take photos go outside to do my thing.

Before pouring to the cup, first is to shake the champagne.

Finished shake can pour into all the cups.

After took it the champagne, they very rush to drink it. The guy asked them both of you very thirst isn't.

Bother realise funny too after heard it so look to the guy.

Finally they can drink it. haha!

My mother side cousins

Eldest brother, grandpa and uncle

Me with granpa and uncle

my cousins, the one who short hair stayed in johore so very less contact with her and not close with her too, I think got few years have never seen her.

Thanks for my friend attending my brother wedding.

老豆, I ♡ you

2010-08-11T02:43:00.002+08:00

喜欢和老豆顶嘴

喜欢和他唱反调

喜欢和他讨钱

老是不听他话

老是说他不好

老是气他

有一次, 我们为了小事而争吵

害他伤心一个人独自出去喝茶

有上好几天都没和他说话

我很抱歉对他做出这些事

我这个人就是像头牛很固执

一旦生气起来谁都管不了

谁叫我是金牛座呢

可是只会生气好几个小时

他去外地工作也整天提我名字

我听了很窝心知道他很疼我

虽然他以前从没出过奶粉钱

没关系现在我会慢慢讨回来

虽然出外坡去念书时,

我没坏到学会抽烟 clubbing

但是我还是觉得有点不孝

我不敢说出我爱你所以只好用写的

老豆, I ♡ you

叹茶

2010-08-05T00:34:00.002+08:00

Tuesday after class went to frankie sandwish cafe. It's a new shop, just open 3 weeks ago. After saw the menu realise that quiet expensive, I think they should lower the price. Actually don't plan to go, I want save money. Recently really spent a lot. >.<

This is banana popiah with those fresh vegetables, damn healthy hor.

My orange juice, it costs RM7.80 and include tax almost 9 ringgit. Super expensive! It's nothing special is just a normal juice, but I had no choice other drinks more expensive. And this drink too sour.

Ignore my stupid face. =.= ARG, I look fat in this picture.

p/s: Aiyo, exam is around the corner. This time really feel nervous, my very last three papers. Is not a easy paper, so many thing need to memorise like a dictionary. SHIT~ Hope faster can finish then go play, I want travel where also can.

堂哥结婚日

2010-08-02T01:13:00.007+08:00

My cousin do not want to make his wedding to be exaggerate everything simple, never ask any camera man and they ask me to become camera girl. I told them my camera is not that proffesional even is Nikon plus my bad skill, better ask some PRO camera man but they do not want so no choice at last I have to bring my camera. I really unsatisfied all the photos took it that day, very ugly especially the lighting. I saw other people took it very nice but mine is over dark, maybe the setting problem. Everyone said that is okay, cousin sister tell me that do not so high require everything very nice. I show to my father too, he said okay. Omg, I told him all the photos really not nice compared to others people. Dad asked me to throw my camera bought a rubbish home, because the most cheapest sure like that. How hurt...! He said I keep complaint the photos not nice. Almost all photos are blur, not clear and whole photo super dark. Dislike, very angry!!! Next, is brother turn.

Cousin brother and his wife. Their wedding is on july 30th, it was really simple. They just invited 200 plus guest go their wedding dinner on that night. So just have 23 tables but before that they already had wedding dinner at johore.

Cousin sister and cousin brother (the groom sister and brother). The only one photo I took it most clear and satisfied with it.

Cousin sister (the only one smaller than me). I asked her to pose but she make this pose to me. I show to her mum, damn funny lor.

At night. Can you see? How dark is this photo. Ish. Can't even see my face and super dislike the colour. I really don't know what to set when want to take a photo at night and when the light is like this.

My handphone took it more clearer than stupid camera. Actually I am not wearing this outfit at first, mum and dad complaint the dress I wore not nice so after change it. But I feel a little bit weird, do know why and my hair like sakai so messy.

Oops, look at my body shape it's time to start diet plan now. Always can't control my appetite, when see the food slaver is dropping. My skin colour seem darker than last time. Hate!

I'm failure

2010-07-31T00:44:00.002+08:00

今天去婶婶家, 然后就和堂哥的女朋友聊了一下
问了好多问题就想38, 她是从melacca转去kl读
在马六甲念business foundation然后现在拿着degree finance
就问她说会难读吗, 她讲不会啊超开心的而且也顺利过关
很羡慕她的成功, 为什么当时的我这么的不争气
她才19岁超年轻的反而我已经酱老还在diploma, 讨厌

她选择mmu因为course的价钱符合她的要求而且也有那course
原本想要读help or lim kok wing大学可是学费实在太贵了
也想过读psychology可还是放弃
然后会害怕retake subject吗, 她不会去想尽力就好
如果真的读不上还有别的出路, 可是我会拼命去读就为了爸妈
因为他们为了我花很多钱然后没得到结果超浪费

她也说看到很多朋友去taiwan读bakery也可以很开心享受生活
哎,也对咯. 我现在也开始怀疑自己到底做什么是最适合自己
头脑出现好多问号, 仿佛迷失了方向
也开始怀疑我做错了选择, 走了好多冤枉路
白白浪费我的岁月, 时间和金钱
怎么办? 好迷惑~

我很讨厌我自己啊, 不比人家来得聪明
什么事都做不好, 做不成
我真是很失败!

Bad mood

2010-07-28T18:49:00.003+08:00

Today whole day I already feeling not well, my eyes don't know what happened. After woke up feel very pain and very headache.

When recess time went to near by store to buy some snack to eat. After that passed by beside the store shop, then a guy asked me is it love to eat how come become more big size than last time. I was got shocked and don't know what should I answer. Straight away ask my friend is it I really look that exaggerate fat, feel really bad mood after that person said that.

I am very care about how people see on me. Well, once there are people critcize me I will remember until i die. I think I should jejunitas. I told mum do not cook so much, going to eat less start from today. Freaking sad! Totally ruined my good mood today.

Super duber bad mood!!!

不想回忆那时候

2010-07-25T19:39:00.003+08:00

A blink of eye, will complete my diploma course in this coming september. Before that, I went to Inti college to study foundation in year of 2007. It can said that is a nightmare for me. Actually is good to study at outside, can learn to be independence, learn lots of things, recognise friends and also challege myself. I do not continue to study at there is because keep on failed english. I admit that before enter college, my english level is really weak. Many vocabulary and grammar I do not know, I should go for some english course and none will tell me go for any course. After I know it is already too late. I told my cousins once you decided to go college and english level just so so you can go for course will be better. None so good will tell you.

One of the reason is myself, blame myself does not study hard in that one year, never pay attention and maybe my heart is not there anymore after taking so many times of the same subject. I very sad that because waste lots of money from mummy. I was really don't wish to continue anymore. My eldest brother called and meet my english lecturer, she told brother I skip class oftenly and every subject result not that good also. I don't think she need to worry about my other subjects, I admit that I am dumb and not smart at all compared to others. I had suspected myself is really that stupid, not suitable to study. But never study what I can do and for future. My parents will also feel sad if I never study. Feel so sorry to my parents.

One of my friend introduced her brother to me, she said that her brother can teach english and one time about RM70 if I am not mistaken. After asked parents decision, they told me to try few times. But it seems nouse at all, he just teach me secondary level not really related to my foundation english. Mummy keep complaint and scolded me why never learn anything don't want stop the tuition still continue for what for, waste so many money. I was very suffer in that one year, none will know only myself know and none people will understand my feeling, sadness. I don't want to recall back!

Everyone suprise that I came back here to study especially cousins. They thought that why come back but is shy to tell them because failed english too many times then only back here. I hate when people asked me why come back and bla bla, of course I know they will look down on me. So please stop asking me! Some people told my mummy that the college I study now not good, hard to find work. Who care which college we study, the most important is ourself communication skill and looks. Back here i study lots too, learn to find resource to do assignments and learnt many words that I have not seen before. Now think back, I go kl learn make up course better than study business course. Nevermind, after degree I will go and learn it. Beside help people I can help myself make up too. Not bad right?

放松的两天

2010-07-24T20:16:00.006+08:00

went to kl on thursday after my presentation, plan to go at wednesday night but because of me have to delay. Arrived kl around 5pm, so we decided not to back home first straight away go to pavilion. I saw many peoples are standing at the main entrance, there have reaken event. Many models and many cool hair stylist were there, beside that saw two my fm dj were there too. I keep seeing the model body shape,skin and their dress, one word to describe 'perfect'. But is quiet boring nothing to see actually.

I stayed two days in kl, went to the same place in two days. Because mami want to go sungei wang again, not enough time to shopping on first day. Mum keep complaint pavilion stuffs very expensive, I don't really think that it's expensive. Every malls also have the same shop what, if want save money the better way is go pasar malam. I prefer pavilion, the environment make me feel comfortable. I don't want go sungei wang buy clothes anymore, the material is really not that good. Always wear one time then throw it.

Finally, I found my flower hair band and mac eye liner. This time just bought one shirt from mango, not like me right. haha. mum beside me really hard to buy, she will keep complaint I have too many clothes never wear it. That why don't like to shopping with her, shop alone better. But I wish to buy esprit bag but if mum know the price sure will scold me so have to wait next time.

非常爽啊!

2010-07-21T04:10:00.000+08:00

haha, I am extremely happy now. 95% done my last last last assignments now, no assignment anymore. Last semester, already waste two and half year. *Clap *Clap! yuppi, almost going to complete even still left power point haven't do it but I don't care let happy first. Only two questions but I really used long time to do it, blame myself like to delay the time pursuing myself still got lots of time. =.= I done my first question last saturday actually, should be finish early.

Finished studies so the next step work to earn money. haha. Brother asked me where I want to work, he is going to help me send resumer to apply it. Oops, so sudden I feel a little bit nervous because scare can't handle, do wrong thing. The first he asked I don't know how to answer him. But but when he told me the salary, really a little low not enough I spend for clothes, shoes and everything.

BONDORI

2010-07-19T02:37:00.003+08:00

At first I was thinking what Bon Odori means actually, now I know. Is a Japan Halloween. I don't know why they want to celebrate this festival. In Malaysia, bon odori festivals are celebrated every year in Penang as well not only in KL. Many janapese around these two places..?

Maybe they want to expose japanese culture, variety of foods and drinks, art and dance to local peoples. But if is korean things I might feel interest because I feel strange about japan. haha. If I were in kl that day maybe will go and look it what fun and have what to play.

On this day, many peoples will dressed in traditional clothing, some will wear kimono, kendo clothing and even wear cosplay. Oops, feel a little bit exaggeration. And the weather here is super hot, if wear those clothing sure sweat like..

But when having this kind of such a big event, sure crowded like sea of peoples. One of the reason that will thinking whether go or not. The most special thing is there are hauted house in this year. At last, has a beautiful fireshows.

Time to RELAX!

2010-07-15T03:56:00.015+08:00

Classic Lighting. The first enter the shop I was finding where is the place with nice flower wallpaper. It is my first time went to there for tea. I keep looking where, at first sitting at outside then change to another place with nice background. I saw someone else photos, wondering where is this shop. Kuantan got such a nice place, recently really saw many new coffee shops opened in here. Next target is hospital cafe, I am very curious even feel a little bit geli but is really COOL and creative!

Foods and drinks that we ordered. I had ordered sour plum ice, not bad and I love to drink sour thing. This shop actually is a steamboat shop too. But some people said that not really nice, well I am not really know because I have not even try it. =.= Maybe some people don't care about the food will just go because of the environment. There are really have good environment! We had been to old town two times did assignment so this time choose another place. But I still prefer old town taste!

4 of us in different age! We're born in 87,88,89 and 90. Arg, I hate July because this whole month need to pass up all of my assignments. Now, I have done two left one. After finish all, time to relax. Oh yeah! Next assignment will be my very last work, graduate soon! haha!

病了啊

2010-07-01T20:58:00.020+08:00

前天就感冒了, 还没那么严重

直到今天早上倒下, 去上课时狂流鼻水有够惨!

放学过后越来越严重, 回家玩下电脑然后睡一回

发现声音都变粗了连喉咙也跟着痛起来

原以为不需要靠药物可是最终没有办法还得买

要不然都不懂等到几时才好起来

最怕传染给妈咪, 她会念到我够够

因为这星期日她要比赛唱歌! 哈哈~ =.=

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自从在啊公生日上喝过这sparkling juice就爱上了

去家乐福看到就买下而且剩下一瓶要多都没有

价钱也不会很贵, 味道甜甜的好过那些苦的红酒

加几块冰简直bravo! 可以买来尝尝

今天跟以前的一位室友msn, 她问为什么要把头发剪那么短

每个人可能会吃惊, 一路以来都是长发路线

没别的原因就是有股冲动也想了很久才做下决定

剪了一次还不够还想继续短下去, 真的会上瘾

也想给别人看不一样的我, 每次都同样款看了都腻

现在很流行这款复古头, 末尾有点卷有点韩妹感觉

满意! 我要这头好久就是没人会剪, 一直讲还是不明我要什么

妈咪说这次有可爱到很不错, 自豪~ 哈哈! 她也知道我就是要这把头!

可惜的是我不会吹成这样的卷所以我的头太直了打回原型像sakai!

Charity Garage Sales

2010-06-27T17:04:00.021+08:00

The scene of garage sales!

Before going to the mall.

She keep on showing her dolphin, sew by herself.

Busying arranged

Busying hanging clothes

Stand for half day, my legs become like this! Painful~

Nice background!

Selling accessories and caps..

Here are selling all second hand goods.

Our principal asked us to wear the spec in order to attract customer buy it.

Choose red T shirt supported korea but too bad they lose!

Strongly promote our chairty garage sales!

Stupid looks while taking someone photo but I like this picture!

Cute baby!

Mami suddenly came to visit me.

Noone buy the cap, we wear it and helping to promote.

Grandpa 80大壽

2010-06-23T02:09:00.014+08:00

I ordered ice cream cake. Always cheese or cholate cake, want something special this time. Luckily the outlook still okay and nice to eat. Yum yum~

Happy Birthday grandpa!

We make it very special this time, normally cake is parents pay for it but this time every grandson pay it and I collect from them. And extra money we put in red packet gave ah gong.

All photos took it that day not really nice, the setting got problem. Sob!

Twins Cousin sister and cousin brother.

Cousins and eldest brother. I found out something weird is all of my cousins doesn't like to take photos thats why I just have few photos. Oops, only me crazy and busying take photo. I told parents, they said is like that one. @.@

WonderMilk

2010-06-22T02:25:00.032+08:00

It's wondermilk shop. I went there because of nice environment, relax~

Love to sitting and chit chatting in coffee shop. Most of the time also spent in coffee shop.

Thinking which to order. Nothing suit me eat!

4 pieces cost RM5. very expensive cause just a small cakes. And looks cute not really nice.

Seeing july menu. Very cold sitting here after that change to another place.

Enjoyed my drink but a little bit too sweet.

Vanilla + Long Black

Picture in toilet. Nice right?

There have many magazines.

My face looks so serious, seeing something.

Looks innocent..? Not really.. HAHA!

Purposely don't face camera.

Enjoyed her long black.

Acting cute! =p

Babe. Side face nicer than me.

Love this sentences.

No eyes see. Don't know what pose to do edi.

Take photo in toilet. The toilet decoration very nice, many pictures hang on wall.

Me with my baby Nikon!

Waiting jia ying's papa come to fetch us go one utama.

Outside coffee shop. Choose to sit inside cause outside very hot but still got peoples will sit there.

Bought this for grandpa birthday actually then when back that time I lost it.

Here I come

2010-06-21T00:43:00.041+08:00

It's pavilion here.

Cute right? But if someone use sharp things puncture it, the small ballons will leak out.

One of the reason going to pavilion is because want to try snowflake. Isn't crazy? But I have never regret.

After saw this board I only know the boss is from taiwan and living in malaysia now. But just have two branches at here, another outlet is at Subang.

Queue up to buy ice!

I forget the name but everyone go there sure order this. Is really nice, yum yum~

Me with nerd glasses! I just bought it, love to buy funny glasses now don't know why lor.

Love my nerd glasses. Keep on wearing when take photo. =p

Lemon ice. Nothing special actually, just I love sour thing so ordered this!

Very nice. See, so clean! I love ICE, slurp!

In lrt station, on the way back to kelana jaya. While waiting lrt, take a photo. =)

Here I come, I-City! I want to go long time ago just noone bring me go. Yesh, I went there.

Must go there only can feel the feeling! It's really nice when arrived there, the first i shouted "wow".

Here is winter part. The air corn so damn cold and is like winter time.

It looks like chinese new year decoration.

Jia Ying's parents.

I just walked a small part only, still got another big part haven't go yet.

This light seem lose shape, can't see look like what.

I enjoyed the cooling here, outside very hot.

There got a big tv broadcast FIFA.

Colourful trees!

This place doesn't look like in malaysia.

Big cactus! Cute~

Many lighting cactus here. Got many different size.

Love this four colourful trees! But can't see my face clearly. Errrrrr~

The signboard so special!

Night market at I-City, so many peoples.

Not only trees is colourful, toys also!

Bangsar area

2010-06-20T20:23:00.032+08:00

Went to this shop had my breakfast. I prefer Kim Gary but bangsar don't have so no choice just simply choose this shop.

First time eat mee until feel want to vomit. Never ever been to this shop again.

Looks tasty but after eat...

Always don't let me take her photo. No eyes see.

Before food come, take photo first!

Again, but this better at least got side face.

Cute pineapple tree!

I was very hesitate which dress to buy! I wish to buy this, never try this colour before but end up I choose another dress!

I am trying earing but never buy one in that shop!

I was thinking is top not dress because too short. The price not expensive actually!

This pink bag quiet nice but is too small for me, can't even put my camera.

I went to Bangsar Village! Haha~ Never been there before finally I went there! But nothing to shopped.

Happy father day!

While waiting jia ying's dad, we had our tea at this shop! Because cheaper than other coffee shop. =p

We both ordered teh 'o', RM2.50 per glass. I love BOH teh o!

Put three package sugar in my drink, not sweet enough!

Recently pose! I like to make my mouth like this when take photo! =.=

Papa is in KL too, I was calling where is him.

At night went to papparich yam cha.

My ice lemon tea, slurp~

Jia Yi + Me

Lovely Day

2010-06-15T20:53:00.010+08:00

Went to Ikano then enter bird park, I was so lucky! That stupid bird on top dropped "something" on my cam.. Oh shit~
At芝麻綠豆restaurant having my tea.
RM0.50 for two pierce tarts. Worth right?
Busying sms with someone!

Looks PRO!!

Bad Luck go away!

2010-06-08T02:29:00.020+08:00

As I have mentioned in previous post, holiday is coming soon~
But just only one week, is quiet short...
looking forward to crazy and have fun with friends
I was planning everything for my holiday already,
going to buy ticket by tomorrow
Just now received a suprised news so ruin my planning
Why everything always came in the same time?? blocked me
I hate this feeling!
Bad Luck,please go away don't come nearby me..!
One of the causes because no passport if not won't so headache!

I want to go Singapore!!! ERrrrrrrrrrrrrr~
Been there once when I am child, I can't remember anything
And I don't think have went there before, totally blank memory

I am bad mood now, trip have to delay!!!

Time to do

2010-05-26T01:37:00.005+08:00

Until today I have receieved every subject's assignment
Aiks, is time to start my work
Always do it last minute
very tired and result came out not that good

Ending May, June is coming soon (still left few days)
Next month I will be quiet busy
I got one week holiday so planning to go kl, wohoo
Syok~

July need to pass up my work
is very rush when I heard of it. Oops~ @.@
My mood still not coming yet
But wish to finish earlier so that don't need to worry

Test shoot

2010-05-22T01:50:00.012+08:00

Hei hei, this few pictures is my new camera took it! I keep on complaint to my daddy don't know how to use it because can't set the colour that I want, not satisfy! Then he called his friend to teach me, that uncle came just now... Luckily he willing to teach but he not really know Nikon if Canon he know everything.. Another Canon supporter, but he told me some function is not in Nikon but Canon got... Oops~

He asked me to join photography club so that I can learn more! I told him that I don't need to learn so PRO just want to get a clearer picture is enough use for me.. Then he said good to learn something new also, correct~ I always saw Canon go out to snap scenery and peoples in Facebook.. That uncle said forget to bring his canon to my house cause the colour quite big different with mine camera.. Aiyo, if I saw it sure will throw my camera into dustbin and regret! But nevermind I am still stand for Nikon side...

So those above photos is it okay? I am just a beginner, still learning now... I hate the photo too dark and too light, always not satisfy maybe is setting problem... Personally quite like the third photos, I know it's dark but nice.. @.@

加我加我

2010-05-21T02:36:00.010+08:00

最近一直拼命register有的没的东西
像之前我有sign up skype可是朋友真的没几个
超级没意思咯!
然后我看到朋友玩twitter也随着她开account
却不太会玩, 就荒废很久没update

昨晚又手痒痒的
跑去登记新浪微博, 可我很懒惰更新
而且twitter和微博其实和facebook status差不多
我真的想不到那么多东西写咯
我还是比较喜欢blogspot, 嘻嘻~

这几天连facebook都不常查,
你会看到我连续几天没什么update, 懒惰开电脑啊
而且我也好久都没msn了, 一方面也要怪那不争气的死人线
其实我也还蛮outdated的咯
这么迟才开这些东东 =.=

skype - susan-0305
twitter - Susankok ( type这名就会找到了)
新浪微博 - t.sina.com.cn/Susankok (去这address就可以连接到)
记得加我为朋友喔!

The Last

2010-05-15T03:05:00.002+08:00

This really is my last semester for my diploma, before that I was nonstop mentioned. Time flies very fast, I have been study at here almost two and a half year.

International Marketing
Marketing Management
Marketing Research Info

This subjects is all I have taken in this semester. The subject is not easy, all related to marketing.

Mom keep asking what job I want to apply, I am really not sure about yet. Don't know what I like, I have lost my direction!! I wish to travel first and play then only start my working life. I told mami just now, don't want follow as my eldest brother worked in Bank. It's really stress and can't earn much! The degree course here is quiet different with others college, just need to attend one day a week classes thats why I am very headache whether choose to study here or how! Mami advice me to study here because beside study still can get experience, Right also! But the problem is which job suit me...? Aiii~

Tell me should how..? Some people are really fool, keep saying the college I study now not really good and not famous enough. If out to work noone will hired us. They thought that those college in KL only good, actually important is ourself not the college and the syllabus almost the same. Not much different okay. Stop saying that!

Muahahaha, yesterday the camera shop uncle called me to take my cam! I am going to take my new toy, very excited to play it! Wohoo~

一星期假期

2010-05-10T20:51:00.004+08:00

这一个星期过得还蛮堕落的
整天呆在家也没出去玩
而且上网看超级星光大道到凌晨
差不多到早上6点多, 厉害hor..?
起床已经是下午了
吃饱睡, 一直重复

最近迷上这节目
本身很爱唱歌所以喜欢看
今年好多去踢馆都好厉害
也有很多malaysian去踢, 精彩...

其实假期应该去玩的咯
可是就像个宅女一样
别人就特别忙很多活动, 哎~
本来想说去KL找朋友玩
又怕打扰他们, 因为现在开课了啊
酱就过去了无聊一星期假期
准备迎接新的学期!

要懂得知足

2010-05-08T23:02:00.003+08:00

人真的要懂得知足
就像我比较不懂得知足
别人拥有什么我就会想要
反正就别人有我就一定要就是了
会有羡慕的心态

跟我的嫂子比起来
我的生活算是不错了
那天生日收到一盒巧可力
我把它送给她, 她很珍惜包到美美
以后有什么我都会和她分享

我本身还蛮想有个姐姐
所以这下太好了
很同情她咯, 生活这么苦
可是现在不怕啦, 来到我们家肯定会白白胖胖
爸爸还说当作养多一个女儿, 哈哈!

而且她还说我们人很亲切
很喜欢我们家, 我们真的非常随和
我们见过三次面, 其实蛮谈得来
哎, 我真的很惭愧! 爸妈真的把我给宠坏
所以别在有什么要求了!! =.=

Mr.Con & Ms.Csi

2010-05-06T14:07:00.010+08:00

Oops, I fell in love with this show "Kang Xi lai le"
Astro 316 channels are being broadcast now
and all episod are quite new
On my birthday that day I just watched
and the guest is now popular korea group "Wonder Girls"
Tsai Kang yung asked them to remove their make up, How can..?
The way Xiao S speaking is so funny!
What she also dare to said and ask
The questions they asked are quite definitely and also very direct

In the same day the show 100% entertainment also the same guests
They were singing Chinese version "Nobody"
and English version "Tell Me"
But it seems have difficult on communication
It's just like duck and chicken are talking! HAHA~

My mother finally allowing me to buy the camera
but need to use my own money and she thought it just 1k
Just now I told her the model I want is about 3k plus
she suddenly got scared!
I am not much left in bank a
I thought can use the interest buy but then not enough at all
Should buy which brand and which model? Which most good?
I do not want to after buy then regret!!!

21st Birthday Party

2010-05-04T22:09:00.013+08:00

It is because I have not buy camera yet so not much photo
I was busying from morning till night, very tired
fortunately, brother's girlfriend help me to do a lot of things
Although not many people come but we are still enjoying. ^^
I am older 1 year old now. Errrrr~

This time I ordered different cake in previous time
The Yam ice cream cake not bad

and because I think it's very hot now
so suddenly feel want to eat ice

The present I had receieved from friends
I was not expected they give me anything
I just want to enjoy my day and
wish to have a good memorise when i am in 21st!

The present I most LIKE! ♥♥
It is useful for me compared to give me bear or others
OR if give me angpau I am okay with it. HAHA~
But I don't think can use it now
cause i am still beginner haven't reach advanced learner yet. @.@
I was thinking go to korean class, too free at home edi.

全新五月

2010-05-02T01:45:00.008+08:00

Tomorrow is my big day, nothing special just open an ordinary party at my house. I have never open party in the few past year because this year is 21st year old, so just wish to have a good memorise when i am in this age!

I am doing steamboat party but I do not know how to buy those ingredients, so it feels wrong to buy what I had bought today afternoon. Luckily i ask one of my friend help me to choose which not buying yet but tomorrow only go buy it!

I just bought broccoli, mushrooms, fish balls and meat balls, eggs, shrimp and tomatoes only! Feeling all are the girls love. No, must add them some other ingredients that guy normally like to eat otherwise they will starve to death! Haha~

I casually bought a few things already used RM50 plus. Now left with RM50 plus to buy, do not know whether enough or not. Now super worried can't get anything. ERRRRR....

Have to get up early tomorrow, Good night!

梦想要

2010-04-29T18:40:00.006+08:00

那天进了Panasaonic Shop 然后就拼命找哪一架才是LUMIX GF 1,

因为有为朋友买了, 拍出来的素质不赖哦!

结果那人拿给我看而且还叫我试试, 感觉很棒如果是我的就好咯!

蛮喜欢那design和相机effect, 可是价钱有点偏高对我来说.

因为没有想过要purchase高过RM2000以上的

那相机实在很诱人, 我要啊...!

我很有兴趣知道多一些就一直问那人, 讲上差不多半小时.

其实这牌子很不错, 因为现在有太多人在用Nikon和Canon

没新鲜感, 看到都腻掉!

我还八挂问为什么酱贵, 买RM2000以下已经可以得到DSLR

at least有在用dslr, 可要买就买最好的不然过一两年就换掉!

Back from hell

2010-04-28T06:42:00.007+08:00

YESH, I am done with my last paper yesterday, so I am a freebird without exam stress for now. I feel headache of doing Business Ethics paper that time, Section A i am still okay with it but Section B i only know do one question others three are just simply shoot! Really tough man...

Semester is ending here, will be start new sem." One more sem i am going to finish my diploma, I don't know what should I do after this, feel so lost and got no direction at all. But i don't wish to go for working life, isn't too fast..?

Muahahaha, my big day is coming soon! Suddenly feel that i have growed up! Especially thinking.. ^^

Everything is hard

2010-04-23T01:22:00.007+08:00

Even left one more paper which is in next week
but I am in holiday mood now.
I was praying hard that last paper
don’t come out those questions I don’t know.

The six major marketing paper really not easy as you all think. After study you will know it how hard it is.
I am just taking diploma now, can really kill me.
One word to describe “Hard”!
I really admire those friends are studying degree now.
I can say that they are god. ^^

做好准备 Go

2010-04-18T23:15:00.012+08:00

Some people are enjoying holiday now but my exam is on tuesday. ARGGGGG~

又到了考试季节咯, 紧张到要命叻

看回past year question,一个字形容"难"

就连在电脑找答案都困难啊,惨了啦

Major subject不是溉的

尤其Consumer Behavior和Business Ethics

上几年的问题完全和老师教的不一样的,很confused

我还在想应该拿错course,应往我的兴趣去

就是boradcast或mass comm

可现在越来越多的人念这科

我买到了!

2010-04-11T18:49:00.015+08:00

最近我家的line实在差,有几天简直上不到网

Download了很多韩剧可是又不load,气死!

而且慢到需要用几天时间完成一集

看到爽爽又不能看,我要投诉那死Streamyx,忍无可忍

但是前几天也是有很多人说上不到

所以忍多几天看怎样

前几天去趟KL,然后终于找到cotton on了
买了这双白鞋,还好只买一双没有很好穿,割到我脚都变红
原本要买两双因为2pair RM60 1pair RM39,妈咪不给买

是AUS牌子可是made in china,下次应该不会支持这牌子了
在pavilion cotton on 买了两件裙,可是有点后悔咯,不是很美
因为用超多时间去找这件店,我哥又一直催我们快点,要回家了
都还没看好就随便买下,而且总共买了RM114
第二天去Sunway又买了包,终于找到chocolate包
其实我想买topshop那个RM313的包可是没带足够资金在身
等下次去再买,不懂还有没有
我一直在想那包咯,会贵吗?
可是一分钱一分货,那布料不错,喜欢!
想到去Sunway了所以就顺便meet joyce
我们两个真是颠到,拼命讲废话然后又很好笑
虽然聊天时间很短可是很enjoyed

死蚊子

2010-03-30T11:10:00.003+08:00

My face was disfigured by a mosquito bite!
My face got a big scar.
Can you saw a big scar on my face?
My friends said it's like a big mole,
it's really look very ugly! ARG~
I should not scratch!!

四月来咯!

2010-03-29T01:05:00.006+08:00

End of march, Come again in April
hen kuai hor?

This will be a short one
Just feel like updated my blog. haha

Have been busy the whole month
Finally finished passed up all assignments
But I still can't relieved
Exam is coming soon
I have not yet ready!

Oh ya, My birthday is on next month
What present should i get from my parents?
But i don't think they will give any gifts to me!
My desire is abit too over
I want own camera or a trip
And many many things that i don't have! =(

I want to share this drama with you guys. This korean drama "仍想要结婚的女人" very nice!! ♥♥ The first episod is not really nice. After that i keep next and next =.=

Popular Book Fair

2010-03-19T23:39:00.004+08:00

Do not look the title so ordinary, in fact is full of interesting content.
I remember that one of the content in this book,
The author said that how to improve english
He said that " Listen more, speak less! Read more, write less! "
Right Also because the results are not necessarily well-written is good
I was there for an hour reading but at last did not buy it, could not find my favorite books.

Later I enter to popular shop because I want to buy Korean Dictionary.
Actually I found one and have three books in one with cd too.
I was very happy because very hard to get a korean book at here.
I hesitated whether buy or not to buy cause the price a bit expensive
RM63.40 for three books hor.. I thought for a while,
But then when i decided to buy in that time
I have noticed that the book content not what i want. Disappointed~

I saw Lucky cat at Giant. It was under the chair, i am curious so i took this photo. Haha~ =.=

Cotton On is here!

2010-03-16T01:15:00.009+08:00

I knew this brands on today!
I love the the rubi shoes and the clothes too.
Even the shoes is quiet plain but it's comfortable.

I been this shop before when january trip to kl that time, i was not know. Oh shit~ Stupid me! My friend still said i complaint the things in this shop not nice. I was not concentrate to look at this shop. Oh my my~ My sem break please come faster lah, i am very excited to vist this shop! Buy, Buy, Buy! Actually i called my brother help me to buy, i scare he doesn't know my taste and he always bought wrong things for me. Better get it by myself, more safe hor..? I scare finish sell wor, impossible right? Haha. =)

Heard someone said the price is cheaper than forever 21, Nichii, Topshop... The first thing still need to see material! I can't wait already. Is it this shop very famous huh?

韩国瘾

2010-03-15T02:00:00.010+08:00

I was busy watching korean show during these days. I am really got poison by all of korean shows and dramas. I can't control myself. ARG~

Today morning i woke up at 1 plus then sit infront of computer until night, addicted to watched MBLAQ idol army season 5. I tell you, this show is really funny and found out five of them are very funny. I watching that time keep laughing until my mum can't endure me, she scolded me "are you crazy laughing when face computer", You are gonna insane soon. Haha~ I admited lor. SHinee Hello Baby is one of the show i love to watch lor, this show also bring lots of my laughing voice too!

I also don't know why so love to watch korean show drama and listen korean song. Everyone said that can't understand what are they saying only korean know, can see those already translate one ma. @.@
This little girl very cute and adorable hor? She is the top child star in korea. She was famous on this show KBS Star Golden Bell. She is one lucky gal to have her first kiss with SS501 leader Kim Hyun Joong. Other people says that "you’ll always remember your first kiss"!

我的心真的受伤了

2010-03-13T21:06:00.004+08:00

You told me,
Will always be friend forever,
Tell me everything about you,
I want to tell you back,
You had broken your promised.

I did leave comment to you,
But you were just simply replied me,
It seem doesn’t care anymore,
I have no your news anymore,
Is it means everything is end?

What you said and did to me, it hurts.
Seriously, it really hurt so badly.
Bet you don’t know and not bother,
My heart is bleeding now,
My tears are flowing.

I had think it many days,
I don’t think had thought too much,
All wounds and scars is in my heart,
You may not see,
The pain only I can feel it.

I am upset,
Please considerate what you had said to me.
I am disappointed,
Please tell me that I shouldn't doubt you.
I am hurt,
Please talk nicely to me.

If i had did anything wrong to you,
You can just inform me not to ignore,
It really happened so sudden.

My life is imperfect, I am very unhappy.
Please all bad things get out of my life.
I am really tired of everything,
Is like big burden for me.
I can’t even endure anymore.
Just hope that you can treat me nicely.

海边一日游

2010-03-09T23:55:00.007+08:00

My previous post already mentioned that i been to beach last friday. Today only got photos from my friends.
Zzzang, here are some photos:

Beach @ Balok. This beach is quiet similar with Teluk Chempedak beach. I don't know why they choose to go there and need 40 minute to reach there from kuantan. Good also, this is my first time been there too.

Luckily there are many trees there if not i will hot until die. I have never play any games because the sun is really big, very very hot. I can't really endure the hot air.

Nice weather.

From my photos can see that how hot it is. Fuiyoh, i can't even explained it. I keep bring umbrella go everywhere. =p

On the way going to there.

I woke up 6.30am that day. After breakfast already 8, then went to college group at there.

P/S: More photos in facebook.

累的日子

2010-03-08T18:24:00.007+08:00

I love my flora pant lor. = ) ♥

My papa says to me yesterday, where you bought this pant never saw you wear like that before. My pa so cute hor?

I been to beach last few days, my skin became darker ( Hate ) and my face is still red. Really like drunk, it is because exposed under the sun few hours and my skin get sensitive. Recently the weather really HOT, don't know what happened. Is like 40 plus celsius, i am gonna burn.

My consumer behavior due date is tomorrow, until now my assignment still haven't completed yet. Somemore presentation came to the same day too, power point is waiting to me. This time really need kill myself. Keep going out even my stuff have not done. Now only feel faint, too late~ Be panda today, oh yeah!

Oh Yeah

2010-03-03T17:17:00.004+08:00

Oh Yeah, 终于完成Business Ethics了
昨晚赶到凌晨四五点厉害hor
我还有时间把Power Point弄到美美
一边做一边Youtube 几爽
挨完了一个还有两个叻
今天起来眼皮就跳上来
有点不爽, 眼睛又很累
熬了整个晚上头脑都Sot掉了

妈今晚就去KL 留下我和爸我想要跟去的
可是有课, 而且两课叻不能就酱skip
星期五要去Balok beach 我要玩到够够力回来再continue
这次很赶叻拜一就要交
惨咯!

不爽啊

2010-03-02T02:06:00.017+08:00

昨天真是个烂天
憋着眼泪很想放声大哭
我最近的心情很不好我讨厌!

人长大了特别多东西想
以前我都没这问题
朋友的关系越来越不好
一个个像在远离我似的
想诉苦的也没人愿意听我在废话连篇
我要大大声喊很不爽啊!
可能是我想多了吧

很想远走高飞不想在这再待多一秒
想认识别的新朋友换下我的生活
原因实在闷到...
我要到外面体验一下!

而且明天又要交assignment和presentation
我害怕做到不够好一直在怀疑自己这里错那里错的
现在还没完成哎
整个人很烦啊! 很不开心感觉呼吸不到~

博杀

2010-02-27T13:40:00.004+08:00

Start from next week, three presentation and three assignments have to pass up. I am really busy like hell in next three week. Although one week only pass up one assignment and one presentation but i have not enough time to do. Somemore mom just told me next wednesday want to go down KL until friday night only back. Shopping no mood also. Omg, my consumer behavior assignment haven't done yet. Those question still need to use brain think it, very hard to get information from net. Help~ I am really die soon.

I met my enermy yesterday. The feeling of embrassing really kill me. That person was just sitting beside my friend. So, i only said hi and chit chatting with my friend. Actually i recognise that person but i totally act don't know her at all and don't look at her just ignore her. I feel that i am really bad manner. Do you think so? But once I "fan min" with that person, i was not friend forever. This time is not my problem is because my stupid brother. Aii~

耿耿于怀

2010-02-26T02:52:00.011+08:00

有人说你不太适合念大众广播因为你不敢在人多面前说话
我有讲我要念咩奇怪叻可是如果情形逼到我我会尽我所有能力
我也知道我语言能力有限也不用酱看不起我的
我很害怕用错词人家的嘲笑是我最不能忍受的
好啦一句话说完我自尊心很强
现在超多人念这课系我有位朋友也已经diploma毕业于这课系了
而且现在人在韩国羡慕啊~
我想找有关娱乐的工作好像和我读的工商没关联hor
也只是想想而已的啦~

昨天超勇的我妈突然间叫我驾车去上课她就坐隔壁
她还问说你敢驾吗?害怕你驾咯我调好位启动engine就走
然后我补加一句放一万个心我okay的镇定点
一直喊我放慢速度到那个最多车的Traffic那边
我竟然死火在路的中间气到...
最终还是抵达学校所以说Manual车麻烦到死问题多多哎~
我佩服自己咯竟然心没在抖哈哈

鬱悶

2010-02-22T00:02:00.006+08:00

新年其间我完全感受不到氣氛叻
这时候

是朋友们相聚的好時刻

羡慕别人耶
可以和自己朋友仔聚聚
我讨厌这种大日子
本人知己没几个
超鬱悶的咯

每逢这些日子
总是孤孤单单的过
不喜欢
应该是人缘不好吧唉

我自认
我很关心我的朋友仔
而且我这一生人
最不能失去的就是友情
失去任何一人
都会让我伤心难过

以前的我比较直
如果某人规我说坏话
我会直接翻脸
就是酱失去了好多朋友
后悔死了

现在不再这样
所以从那學會珍惜
我会好好的对待你们
朋友们我好爱你们爱死你们了 ♥♥♥♥

2月20日年初七

2010-02-20T16:59:00.012+08:00

Today just back from puchong house. This few days only stay at home watched drama. Never go out for shopping except dinner. What for i going there? Just stay at home. Is quiet boring one lor~ Peoples were happy celebrated cny but mine,Aii. This year less two angpau from aunt, I have never met them at grandpo's house. We went there, they left. Grandpo's house very very quiet in this year, everyone not at there. Very boring, last few years there were really full of people one lor. Gamble mahjong and cards, this time noone was playing.

I was playing mahjong card with mami yesterday. Actually i don't know mahjong at all, quiet fun when first time played. But i just won only one times. If gamble i think my money will all lost. We went 大同 restaurant for dinner, the foods there very nice price also very pretty. Haha~ This time is eldest brother paid, very hard to wait he pay sure we won't reject. Before cny he already promised us, bring we go one time. Yesh.

Before going to KL, I went to gambang waterworld with small brother and his friends. Spent lots of money at there, just only played water don't have other games. Can't say fun but at least i went there once. =P Maybe i am not going with my friend so doesn't feel fun. I want to take photos but failed, cause bring camera very unconvenient. Somemore we enter late don't have much time.

Oh ya, today is my papa's birthday. Happy birthday PAPA~ Actually i don't know his birthday, i saw hotlink sent him a message so only knew it. Can't blame me a, my papa don't like to celebrate his birthday, very weird hor? It seems very pity lor. I asked him why don't want big big celebrate he shaked his head. ERRrr.. I want bought cake for him but papa said don't need. Aiyo. How can right? But all my family members don't really celebrate birthday also, don't know why.

大年初一

2010-02-14T22:50:00.007+08:00

I look funny hor? Haha~ And suddenly feel my eyes damn big.

First day is pasted, so fast. Second day is coming. Today i went to visit my friend, i thought that my dress very special one but after that saw some girls are wearing nicer than mine one. Aiyer~ My brother said that my shirt and skirt super not nice. Oh my, i was beh song him lah. Quiet expensive you know and i want get a special one. Don't want always wear same type of clothes in every year.

新年前夕2010

2010-02-13T21:56:00.011+08:00

Went to grandpa's house had our reunion dinner. Everyone cooked some foods bring to there. But the foods just so so only. Quiet bored at there and feel embrassing,strange because long time just see them once,nothing talk to them. After that back home feel more bored,tv have nothing to watch. No CNY feel. The whole road damn silent.

Woo,tomorrow first day of CNY although i'm no feeling at all now but i can wear my nice new clothes. Happy~ Waiting for so long time to show off my new clothes. Haha. ^^ And i want to get many angpau with big lum sum money. Yesh. Money money come~

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine~

我就是这样!

2010-02-09T18:27:00.009+08:00

I tried to upload Snsd's ☆★☆ but failed.
Don't know why.

Omg,I was really touching by Yoona opening.
Made me cry. I love that song. ♥♥
Everyone's voice perfect!
This few days i keep listening.
Won't feel bored.

......................................................................................................

昨天啊
有位人兄说小妹妹不用八卦知道
我回答说我还比你大几个月呢
她又回你还在念书她已经毕业工作了
又怎样本人可是比你喝奶多
那时候你还在肚子里叻

然后她还愧我发色不好看 Bla Bla Bla
我觉得还好咯
她还说了一句英文字(我听不懂那字)
她是香焦人当然high level点
而且她还取笑我不懂那字
感觉她看不起我,还真的hurt到咯
我懂我英文level just so so
也不用侮辱我啊

本来觉得没怎样
临睡前一直浮现在脑里
有可能是我想多咯
还有每次求到"她"
她都会给脸色我看
还像我拔了她毛似的
有次还无端端骂我没礼貌
好啦,我忍.过后她问有生气她吗
我已经习惯了
生来给你骂!

所以说别求人
靠自己最实际
没人会可怜你

本人很介意别人怎样看我
神也说我是小气鬼
我认我是啊
没办法改,我就酱!